22, college student, history major.
exiled currently in Chicago 'burbs
coffee is my lifeblood
baseball is my religion

anxiety/ED are discussed here but always tagged for your well-being :)

"If she had to lose anyone's mind, she figured it might as well be hers. At least then she'd know what was missing. And then, who knows? She might even have a chance of getting some of the better bits back."
-Carrie Fisher, The Best Awful
Saturday, April 19, 2014


"baseball player: takes fastball to the face, is out 2-3 weeks. hockey player: ta-" SHUT THE FUCK UP. NO ONE CARES.

Friday, April 18, 2014
Thursday, April 17, 2014
Wednesday, April 16, 2014

6462) I’m really tired. I’m really tired of hating my body.

random, pointless life dump (tw)

  • Gotta love the state of Illinois insisting I have never filed taxes before (…guys, I’ve given you a return for the last four years?) and that my driver’s license is not on file (…I got it renewed over a year ago??).  Why did I expect competency from this state, I’ll never know
  • Based off the original score, I would have gotten a high B on my geography midterm.  Not terribly sure how I pulled that off since I was terribly convinced I bombed it.  So that on it’s own is pretty damn cool.
  • …however, apparently everyone else really did bomb the midterm so we got this wicked curve, and that pushed me wayyy over an A.  Thanks, other people’s failures!
  • For some reason (lol because i was losing weigh again fml fml), my bras have been fitting again and making me look ~awesome.
  • I keep debating on starting a second Tumblr where I can openly muse/discuss certain mental health issues - if not for my own benefit as a release/self-analyzing method.  Not terribly certain I would make it known.
  • I have to read All Quiet on the Western Front, and reading about war/injury/death a few weeks after my depressive period is rather NOT a good idea (my mind is having a field day).  And I got to the point where his mom has cancer ahahaha i quit.
  • I keep planning trips I will never be able to take.
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